I had to talk myself out of jumping in the car and bringing the bags of books that I am giving to GoodWill , to them. What was I thinking ? I have been sheltering in place for weeks and here I was , wanting to just clean
out the books that I no longer want. And do an unnecessary trip , putting myself at risk. What was I thinking ? No matter how good I am at doing nothing for hours, there comes this moment of recklessness. What was I thinking ? Was
this a trip to the grocery store ? No. Was this a trip to a physician? No. Was this trip necessary? No. So, what was I thinking. ? After I had a good
talking to myself, I am back on the couch. I set up my music stand in preparation for my up coming Zoom ukulele lesson. I set up my card table for the next puzzle. I have Alexa playing music from the 50.’s.
I have Dixie sleeping next to me ,covered by a blanket from the person who will be her favorite person( after me) when they can meet. What was I thinking ? Must be coronaitis.