I don't know what happened. I am Ok with Bob's not being here. It's been over a year. Why would I suddenly burst into tears during a portion of the Selicot service.? Maybe because I could still see him in the seats we always went to. Maybe
just because this is a time of reflection. Whatever it was, it happened. My very special Cantor was standing next to me and she understood immediately. This is why I came back from Washington. Because my congregational family understand and is there
to comfort me.