Right now I am not celebrating her life. I am in mourning for the loss of her life. Yes, it is more positive to think of life as a celebration, but I mourn. I mourn for those of us still here to be so sad that we are no longer a whole. We have shrunk
by one. What do you do now to be a whole. How do you make room for a loss. Memories are good. Good times were good. Time spent together was good. This sad time will be put aside to let the better memories shine.But right now, being sad is where I am. Just
plain sad.