ON THE BACK BURNER

I don't understand why this happens, and it even happens at my lesson. We had our little musical soiree and it was a blast. Keyboard piano. Bongo drum,violin,mandolin .cello,grand piano. But I get so nervous playing in front of even friends.I can stand in front of 300 people and speak in public. I can run marathons. I can travel by myself to foreign countries. I get frozen playing my violin when someone is listening. I get flustered when my teacher pays me a compliment. Criticism ,I accept more fully. It must go back to my childhood. I didn't get a lot of compliments. Is it to late to blame my Mother.

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01.12 | 14:15

Safe travels. See you soon. sally

04.07 | 12:10

I read the last page first too. It’s a family curse.

22.05 | 12:38

so glad youre here mom!

29.08 | 17:45

Don't quite know how this got to me but it was on the top line of my computer (not in email) But I really enjoyed it. I truly admire you.